So that girl I mentioned earlier happens to be best friends with a girl I was "involved" with in the past. And by that I mean I was going through some tough shit and was lonely and vulnerable, and she basically seduced me and got me to make some really stupid choices. Oh and she's also my friend's ex-girlfriend, and just generally crazy and disturbed.
But I still like the girl even though she's friends with a psychopath. She asked me the two questions I always ask people when I want to get to know them, and they are: what is your favorite color and animal. As soon as she asked me those two questions I was quite sure she is awesome.
She's leaving today to California for two weeks to visit family and I get to sit here and let my horrendously over-active imagination burden me with anxiousness.
I should mention the last time I had anything close to a serious relationship was about two years ago, and that ended in my first real mental breakdown so I'm just a little cautious this time. I would really love to avoid any kind of pain like I did with my last girlfriend, but I don't want that experience to ruin what could possibly be really good right now.