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Random Chat / Re: THE MOST LAME POST PRODUCERS

« on: September 16, 2008, 12:50:46 AM »

I am so fucking busy, this is the only post I can contribute to s.net because homework is fucking me in the butt. My course load right now is PreCal/Trig, English 1A, and some java script class. I have like no time to relax anymore because either after or before all of my classes I have either water polo practice, swim practice or weight lifting. I'm going to Cabrillo College BTW. Any free time I have I spend with a math tutor, and the very short amount of time I have between 2 of my classes I get my English readings done somehow. ITS SLEEPY TIME BITCHES.

Ill update moar in my java script class, I get to use a computer there.

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Random Chat / Re: THE MOST LAME POST PRODUCERS

« on: August 31, 2008, 01:41:24 AM »

I like english black teas myself.

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Random Chat / Re: Stuff that fries your potatoes with olive oil of HAPPY.

« on: August 31, 2008, 01:39:31 AM »

My dad just went and bought me a MacBook, I had no idea that he was going to get me one. Holy shit, like this thing is so cool. I also got a free Ipod touch for being a college student as well as a 100$ discount on the mac book.  /stoked

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Random Chat / Re: Moods

« on: August 29, 2008, 09:11:05 PM »

So I think I'm going to just bite my lip and play polo. Its kinda lame that the entire time I'm at practice I'm miserable. On the other hand, I am getting the best workout for my body that is possible. The fucking Olympic statue dude that's all ripped and cut was modeled after a water polo player. I'm not saying I'm going to look like that, but I am lookin' pretty sexy with my almost 6 pack. I think the only reason that I am playing water polo now at this point is for a workout. The lucky thing is, I can just practice with the team and not play in games at all, which is totally fucking sick. alright, Im really baked, sorry for the mish-mash of thoughts. Self medication FTW

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☃ / Re: double yaff thread

« on: August 29, 2008, 08:38:40 PM »

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=UWQoK506xkQ&feature=related

best video about peeing

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Random Chat / Re: THE MOST LAME POST PRODUCERS

« on: August 29, 2008, 08:19:27 PM »

I just gotsta get on the first page nukka.

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Random Chat / Re: Girlfriends/Boyfriends/Relationships

« on: August 28, 2008, 09:19:11 PM »

Ok so I'm basically going out with this chick now.

She's 4 years younger than me, which is really the only setback we have (when I turn 21, she'll still be 16). But that's fine, neither of us care, and we hope her dad won't either. We decided that we are in fact in a relationship together, but we won't really announce it or "officialize it" until I get to know her dad. Not that her dad is controlling (he's actually pretty cool), we just thought it'd be a good idea. (more of this later)

So every thing's cool so far. We've already started to hold hands, and we are comfortable kissing each other on the cheek. I'm meeting up with her this morning before she has school to just talk and shoot the breeze for a bit. Every day is a new surprise with her, and it feels completely rewarding to be crazy about someone who feels the exact same way back for you. We both value the exact same things in the relationship, and both want the same things from it. I'm quite ecstatic.

Anyway, I'm going to ride my buddy's bike all the way out about 16 miles to meet up with her dad on Friday, and talk to him. I'm going to ask him for permission to date her. I'm sure he'll give me a bunch of questions, and probably tell me some shit that he expects from me, especially seeing as how she is his only daughter. Yep. So, if all of that jazz goes well, we're legit.

Anywho, i'll hopefully update soonish.

"What are your intentions with my daughter, are you gon' pregnate her?

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Random Chat / Re: Moods

« on: August 24, 2008, 09:19:34 PM »

I've been gathering the opinions of people close to me and I've been trying to talk to as many people as I can about it. the general concensus is that if water polo is too stressful, I should quit. The problem for me is now the anxiety that I am going to have before and when I tell my water polo coach and team that I am quitting.

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Random Chat / Moods

« on: August 24, 2008, 05:42:43 PM »

I was reluctant to post this, but I've been here long enough to realize that you guys are the last people to give me shit. This past summer I fell into another depression and up until yesterday I have been able to cope with it. What caused me to be pushed over the edge is my commitment to water polo. I'm on elite water polo team in Santa Cruz, and I'm almost sure that it's causing me to become overwhelmed and stressed out. Yesterday I had an anxiety attack, I broke down and cried for hours with my body constantly tense and shaking. After this I tried to figure out what was causing this. As much as I don't want to admit it, I think that my commitment to water polo is slowly breaking me down and if I continue with it I will be miserable for the next couple months. Right now, my anxiety is so bad that I can't sleep or go throughout my day without being in a blue mood.

The reason why I posted this is because I am having trouble making up my mind. I definately do want to quit the team and start talking to a therapist. The only thing that is keeping me from doing this is my fear of becoming a pussy or a bitch for quiting the team. I know that this fear is irrational but I CANNOT get past it. This decision is racking my brain and right now I'm just looking for some outside input on the situation.

I would also appreciate it if someone would share some ideas on how to deal with depression and anxiety.

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Random Chat / Re: my birthday gift - a riddle

« on: August 17, 2008, 08:46:22 PM »

mac mini or something like that

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Random Chat / Re: Lame Replies Thread, With A Vengeance

« on: August 03, 2008, 10:12:12 PM »

I have a ITG ignition afterburner pad that I want to sell, what's the easiest way to find a buyer so I can get rid of this thing?

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Media / Re: The YouTube Videos Thread

« on: August 02, 2008, 03:10:27 AM »

creamy

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Random Chat / Re: Dr. Horrible's Singalong Blog

« on: July 20, 2008, 06:37:43 PM »

I just watched all 3 acts, and I really enjoyed it.

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Random Chat / Re: Drugs, Alcohol, etc.

« on: July 19, 2008, 03:33:31 PM »

I win because I saw someone actually OD on Acid. At an outdoor rave some crazy guy decided that he would lay down and have 2 buckets full of acid poured all over him. Once they filled his mouth full of pure liquid acid, they continued to pour it all over his body. They didn't rush this part, they got a decent amount of the actual liquid to stay on him. Of course an hour later this fool cannot even move and he got to chill with the paramedics the rest of the rave. PERMAFRY GET

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Media / Re: The YouTube Videos Thread

« on: July 17, 2008, 08:17:27 PM »

lulz