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Random Chat / Re: You couldn't ask for a lamer topic!
« on: December 21, 2015, 12:28:10 AM »
Well, I've been playing on controller, when I didn't even like the fighting game genre until I got a stick, so, it's been rough for me.
Even with that, overall, positive feelings on the game. Just can't wait to play the final release, on a damn arcade stick.
*edit* Interesting looking back on my posts about my "trans" stuff.
I feel so stupid for even going through that stuff in 2014, and im so far removed from that entire year's experience that it's comical to me that I was so brainwashed in that community that I thought the things that I did.
I mean yknow you live and learn right? Still, I went pretty far with it, far enough to get a freaking prescription for hormones and shit. I mean I still like that stuff, as in, females are aesthetically pleasing to me, so, looking like one would make myself look good to me. But to like, live that way? If any of y'all ever meet me in person, im a male, I act like a male, and it's hardwired into my existence to be the way I am, no fucking way I could even fake living as a female. I must have wanted the look so bad that I was diluted into thinking I needed to go the full distance to justify just a simple aesthetic preference? Iunno, but, I still feel dumb as hell thinking back on it.
Never know what's around the corner.
Even with that, overall, positive feelings on the game. Just can't wait to play the final release, on a damn arcade stick.
*edit* Interesting looking back on my posts about my "trans" stuff.
I feel so stupid for even going through that stuff in 2014, and im so far removed from that entire year's experience that it's comical to me that I was so brainwashed in that community that I thought the things that I did.
I mean yknow you live and learn right? Still, I went pretty far with it, far enough to get a freaking prescription for hormones and shit. I mean I still like that stuff, as in, females are aesthetically pleasing to me, so, looking like one would make myself look good to me. But to like, live that way? If any of y'all ever meet me in person, im a male, I act like a male, and it's hardwired into my existence to be the way I am, no fucking way I could even fake living as a female. I must have wanted the look so bad that I was diluted into thinking I needed to go the full distance to justify just a simple aesthetic preference? Iunno, but, I still feel dumb as hell thinking back on it.
Never know what's around the corner.