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Introductions / WHAT A SURPRISE
« on: October 13, 2008, 01:42:44 AM »
I have decided not to deny my attachment to this place and just go ahead and come back.

No more "IM LEEVEENG 4 GOOD" nonsense; I figure I'll stop posting when I stop posting :p

I have much to talk about, but first, how are you,

Random Chat / You were right, vlad
« on: August 08, 2008, 01:57:07 AM »
Allow me to explain. Remember when I mentioned in the lame replies thread that I had found my dream girl and that she had left someone to be with me? Well vlad called it when he said that it just meant she could leave me for someone else.

This past month has been the most painful and terrible month I've had to endure. I actually loved this girl. It's the first time I was ever actually sure I loved someone. And she loved me, or so she said, and so I believed. After a fucking month, too.

I'm not going to go all the way into the situation because it's way too much for me to type, but here's what happened about a month ago: I called her asking if I would be able to see her later that day. She said "yes" and that was that. Yay. And let me just mention that things were going great, I had no reason to doubt the status of our relationship at that point. Well, I didn't hear from her at all that day, and I called and called over and over with no answer. A few days passed without any sort of communication with her whatsoever. Words can't accurately describe what was going on in my mind. The worry, the frustration and the guilt, thinking I could have done something wrong and not known it. My imagination was on overdrive. So about a week passes and by then I've called her phone probably about two hundred times. Then I decide to call her work (again) and see if she's there. Here's the BEST part of the story: the guy who picks up the phone says she didn't come in to work today because she had to file a police report about a stalker. A fucking stalker. That's what I became to her. At that point, I realized that it would be in my best interest, legally, to stop trying to get hold of her, and I just had to break down and convince myself that it was done for. If you've never been heartbroken before, it's something so awful that I wouldn't wish it for my worst enemy. I've never felt more hopelessly lost and confused in my life. It royally fucked me up. I lost the one thing that was keeping me sane through this hurricane of shit I've been living through. So that's what I have been recuperating from in the past month. And I'm feeling much much better these days. BUT it's not over yet! See, I had absolutely no idea what was going on with her; I didn't know if she was with someone else or what, and had to live with a lack of closure, until tonight :O I'm walking to the store to buy some soda, when who do I happen to see picking up the very guy she left me for in the first place from work? Yep, apparently she went back to that total idiot douchebag who will continue to treat her like shit as long as she's with him. As they were pulling out of the parking lot, I was standing on the sidewalk, looking at her. She saw me, I waved and smiled devilishly, and she left the parking lot through the less convenient exit furthest from me in a big hurry.

Seeing this happen tonight has made me feel unbelievably better. Why? Because I realize that she isn't the type of person I thought she was. I have a history of attracting totally insane girls who have clinically diagnosed mental problems, and I had pegged her for a pretty level-headed and not-so-psychotic person, but seeing her leave a relationship in which she knew she would be shown nothing but loyalty, respect, love, and honesty, and going back to this immature, lazy, shithead asshole who hits her and cheats on her and mentally abuses her, made me realize that she is probably the most crazy of the girls I've dated, and that I have dodged a huge bullet. I finally got closure, and it's amazingly pleasant feeling. Knowing that she is embarrassed as fuck right now makes me smile, too. Fucking bitch.

SO here is the moral of this story, and the ultimate point I'm getting to. The reason I survived (and I almost mean that literally) through the past month is because of my friends. This whole situation made me understand just how incredibly important having good friends is. I have never appreciated the personal relationships I've established with these people more than at this time. So there's the moral, and here's the point: I'm probably not going to be returning to this forum anymore. And I say 'probably' because I have left before and I am never more than 99% sure of anything. You guys and gals are awesome. Definitely the coolest e-personalities I've ever known, and it's a shame I've never gotten to meet any of you in person, but internet-based relationships have become utterly meaningless to me in the past few weeks. I'm going to get out more and meet real people made of flesh, and socialize and start to become the person I've been wanting to for a long-ass time. The Age of the Computer is over, so-to-speak :3

I'll probably stop by here every now and then to see what kinds of replies I get, but I'm not going to be posting anymore. Also, don't think I'm trying to cut off completely from everyone, that's not my agenda. If you REALLY want to stay in touch, I will still be checking emails. I might still upload to my deviantart when I start making art and shit again, as well. I think my email is my profile here, but if not it's sqthreer at gmail dot com.

OKAY well byebye then!!

Computing / Your media player of choice?
« on: July 07, 2008, 09:29:37 PM »
Just curious as to what all y'all prefer when listening to your musics.

Out of the ones listed, I have used all but MediaMonkey and Foobar, and what I've always gone back to is iTunes. But I recently decided to check out how Winamp is since the last time I used it, and I'm pretty sure I'll be switching over to it from iTunes. That's actually what sparked the idea for this thread. So far, after only about an hour of using it, it seems to be WAY the hell better than iTunes. Especially since whenever the last update included the new default theme.

Computing / How to set up a testing server on my computer...
« on: July 06, 2008, 10:09:27 PM »
I'm not sure if I worded that right, but what I want is to be able to view PHP sites that I'm working on without having to upload all the files to my host and view them online. I know it's a common thing, and there's some software you can install and set up, but I don't know where that stuff is located and what to do with it.

HEWP ME :[[[[[[[[

Computing / Anyone here use AVG 8 Free?
« on: July 04, 2008, 09:04:16 PM »
Because I upgraded to it when it came out, but it wasn't able to download updates no matter what I did. I Googled my issue and found that a LOT of other people were having this problem and there didn't seem to be any apparent solution. So I just stopped using it and tried out Avast for a while. I just installed it again and you'd think that AVG would have released some sort of patch or update of some kind to fix this issue by now (it was about two months since the last time I tried), but no. So I have this potentially useful Antivirus software that can't update the definitions, and I'm wondering if any of you know what to do here.

/ Pearly Penile Papules
« on: July 03, 2008, 01:57:10 AM »
Pearly Penile Papules

« on: June 05, 2008, 05:33:24 PM »
I can't believe that I would actually own one of these, but check it out:

We're ready for your close-up Mr. Christ:

This has just entered my list of favorite possessions ever.

Gaming / ol' skoo games
« on: June 03, 2008, 01:19:15 AM »
I rarely visit this forum because I'm not much of a gamer at all, but I recently discovered this Firefox add-on which allows you to play almost 2500 NES games through the Firefox browser. I played a few games, but then I stumbled across Kirby's Adventure, and realized I've never played any of the older Kirby games :O So ANYWAY Kirby's Adventure is fuckin awesome and I wish I hadn't missed this during my childhood and up until now.

But really, this thread is general discussion of the ol' skoo games. If there is one already buried somewhere in this forum then TOO BAD because mine will be better.

Computing / I'm going to shoot myself in the face...
« on: May 30, 2008, 02:44:43 PM »
Alright, let me give you the skinny:

Over the past month or so, when I decided it was time to upgrade my computer and get a new motherboard, I've been struggling with hardware compatibility problems, and I'm completely at a loss as to what to do next.

This is the system I'm trying to set up:
 - Motherboard
 - CPU
 - Video Card
 - RAM
 - Power supply
 - Hard drive 1
 - Hard drive 2 (I didn't get this from Newegg, so I'm not sure about the specifics, but it's pretty much the same as the above)

Is there ANYTHING wrong with these parts that might be preventing this piece of shit to work?

I only have one case, so I've been moving these parts back and forth with the stuff I'm using now, and it's such a fucking pain in the ass to get it all together, then have it not work, then take it all out and replace it with my current setup. I've had to do this eight or nine times.

What happens is that it turns on fine, but my monitor doesn't detect that it's plugged into anything. It just stays in powersave mode. I also noticed that my two DVD drives blink their lights in an odd way. But other than that, nothing. The fans turn on and it sounds normal, but I don't get anything. I also just waited to see if maybe Windows would start (so I could hear that piano sound when it does) but it doesn't.

I am just not educated enough to know what the hell to do here. I thought everything I had was compatible with each other. Is it just a defective piece or what? I've tried two different video cards, so I don't think it's that. I put the video cards in both of the PCI slots on the motherboard and still nothing.

I am completely at a loss and it has been a terribly frustrating month and I've spent a lot more money than I intended. Is there anything anyone can see here that might be amiss?


Computing / RAM
« on: May 30, 2008, 02:15:13 AM »
Just a quick question: would having both of these kinds of RAM in this motherboard cause any problems?

/ Speaking of urinals...
« on: May 28, 2008, 07:20:57 PM »
My step-mom had me smell this bunch of dried flowers that grow all over our property that smells EXACTLY like urinal cakes. The good ones that smell like pink.


Since I lost my iPod a while back, I've been using a CD player, and it has reminded me why I got an mp3 player in the first place, so it's time to get a new one.

What I'm looking for is something that's NOT an iPod (I just was not all that satisfied with it, honestly) and has at least a 30 gig capacity. Video capability is a plus, too. I'm hoping to get suggestion from people with experience with them, but if you've heard good things about any particular one, let me know.


I have gotten maself a Zune, and I am quite pleased. Thread is now a general mp3 player discussion.

/ ...............
« on: May 28, 2008, 02:28:42 AM »
The only difference between an American and a Mexican is an X.


or does it?

Creation Station / AMAZING!
« on: May 28, 2008, 01:48:55 AM »
This, if you haven't seen from my old art thread, is my very infrequently updated comic deemed AMAZING!
Links are to deviantART pages.

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