Well to be honest, the Philippines is where I want to be. Not just because of the girl, but because I enjoy it there and I feel at home there. I came back to London and there's nothing but bullshit, drama, drugs and more bullshit. I absolutely hate it here. I am doing my best to try and continue forward, but finding work here is hard as hell too. Doing my best to do what I can, so I'm gonna continue to save as much money as I can and hopefully soon enough I can have enough saved to get back down there and finally live my life happily.