What's with the panic attack?
I don't know. I hadn't had any for a good number of years (4?ish) until I had a really,
really terrible one a month or two ago. Bad to the point where I had to lay down on the bathroom floor and lie down in a cold sweat for 15 minutes or so, before I could regain my senses. The one today only lasted a few minutes. I must be stressed or something. Oh wait.
Also, angers me to death that this GODDAMN CANKER SORE WON'T GO AWAY. CHRIST. I got one two weeks ago, finally healed up YESTERDAY and a few days through the first one's life cycle I got another one, twice the size, which I still have (hasn't healed one bit) and hurts like A BITCH. ARRRGHGGHH
What's with the panic attack?
And why can't your girlfriend tell her parents to go fuck themselves and stop managing her life like she's a child?
Seriously, I don't get what goes through parents minds when they decide that they want their child to stop going out with someone in order to focus on school. If their kid is focusing more on the person they're going out with than on school, then i think there's a pretty big problem there, and the kid needs to really rethink things.
It's not that she's focusing more on me (well at times she is) but that she just isn't focused period. She can't focus on a damn thing, and her parents are somewhat (mostly) blaming it on me and our relationship. I can definitely see why this is, but it still frustrates me, because I feel like I'm being punished for something that I didn't even do. GAH. Whatever. It's for the better, anyway. I hope. If all of my insanity towards her and our relationship lately is in vain, I'm not going to be a happy camper for quite some time.