I know, and I'm thankful it isn't any worse, but being in a state of limbo, not knowing what you want to do in life, it kinda makes things hard. I mean, if s.net stopped, I'd probably go insane, because you guys are some of the only people I get to communicate with...
I'm thinking of trying to get into a trade or something, but I really don't want to do something where I have to deal with customers and shit. To be honest, I'm scared of dealing with customers. It's a stupid and pointless fear, but I just hate dealing with people that I have nothing in common with.. My social skills are... lacking, at best. I'd much rather get some job on an assembly line or something where the only people I deal with are co-workers. At least then I'd have a job that doesn't really put pressure on me to think much, and I don't have to deal with new people all the time, just my co-workers.
That's why I don't have a job yet. I don't care enough about not having money yet to be willing to take some shitty job like washing dishes or something else like that.
And usually, I'm too busy not feeling anything to actually feel depressed. I sit here, screw around on the computer, get driving lessons, play GH3, do some yard work,watch anime, and sleep.
